1. |
Tear Through the Muscle
06:12
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Why don’t you rip me apart?
Why don’t you feast from my flesh?
Why don’t you tear through the muscle?
Why don’t you take me to hell?
And drag me down to the pits
And won’t you play with my bones?
Cause I just know when I’m dead
I’ll get just what I deserve
But please just let me scream
Or maybe just a whisper
So I may empty my body
Of all the force I have left
So my soul isn’t wasted
Like it was in my life
Just make something of me
Just make me something useful
Cut through the meat
Tear me apart on the street
Why don’t you start from head to feet?
You know I taste of defeat
Take the worst parts of me
Make them eat me alive
Find the worst memories
Internally bleeding
Every time I cleanse myself
I vomit up blood
A waste of a human body
A hatred of a human body
Betrayer of the physical body
Opposing of this fleshy body
Enemy of my human form
The prison of a human form
And in the eyes of a rat, we are one
And in the eyes of a rat, we are one
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2. |
Ugly Thing
03:55
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I am so ugly
So, please fuck me
Baby, stab me in the chest
Let it bleed
Oh, it stings
Fuck me
Love me
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3. |
KARAKAKARAKA!!!
08:08
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It’s coming right for us
The karakakaraka
The karakakaraka
The karakakaraka
The karakakaraka
It’s coming right for us
The karakakaraka
The karakakaraka
The karakakaraka
The karakakaraka
The karakakaraka
The karakakaraka
The karakakaraka
The karakakaraka
I wake to the rise of a terminal sun
Dread washes over me like a tsunami
I find my family cowering in fear from the sight of what is outside
They hid together in one huddle under the table in the dining room
The house began to rumble
When I looked out my window, my eyes could not believe what they laid upon
Some terrible thing has invaded the streets of the city
Its many tentacles reach all around and grasp every human in sight
Its disgusting eyes see everything
Mouths all over its body
Its shrieks and roars were heard all across the world
Its body slowly grew and blocked out the sun as it consumed more and more
The skin was blacker then darkness
Within hours, the city was emptying gradually
The house was ripped apart and my sister and mother died in the rubble
I tried to save you, I did
Father grabbed my hands and we ran to find safety farther away from the scene
What did we do to deserve this awful fate?
Did God give this thing to us to punish us?
Could this thing be God itself?
Was this thing a creation of our sins?
It becomes all of us
It is every single one of us
We are inside of it and it is inside of all of us
It’s coming right for us
The karakakaraka
The karakakaraka
The karakakaraka
The karakakaraka
The karakakaraka
The karakakaraka
The karakakaraka
The karakakaraka
It’s coming right for us
The karakakaraka
The karakakaraka
The karakakaraka
The karakakaraka
The karakakaraka
The karakakaraka
The karakakaraka
The karakakaraka
The karakakaraka
The karakakaraka
The karakakaraka
The karakakaraka
The karakakaraka
The karakakaraka
The karakakaraka
The karakakaraka
I is me and you is we
And who are we? An army!
I is me and you is we
And who are we? An army!
I is me and you is we
And who are we? An army!
I is me and you is we
And who are we? An army!
I is me and you is we
And who are we? An army!
I is me and you is we
And who are we? An army!
I is me and you is we
And who are we? An army!
I is me and you is we
And who are we? An army!
I is me and you is we
And who are we? An army!
I is me and you is we
And who are we? An army!
I is me and you is we
And who are we? An army!
I is me and you is we
And who are we? An army!
I is me and you is we
And who are we? An army!
I is me and you is we
And who are we? An army!
I is me and you is we
And who are we? An army!
I is me and you is we
And who are we? An army!
Fuck God
I is me and you is we
And who are we? An army
I is me and you is we
And who are we? An army
I is me and you is we
And who are we? An army
I is me and you is we
And who are we? An army
I is me and you is we
And who are we? An army
I is me and who are we?
And who are we?
And who are we?
And who are we?
And who are we?
And who are we?
And who are we?
And who are we?
And who are we?
And who
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4. |
I Will Whisper
08:10
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I hurt myself for a living
I hurt myself for a living
Cause I deserve no living
Cause I deserve no living
And I cannot recall
The last time I felt peace
And I cannot stop
Cutting every part of me
I will whisper
All of my cries
I don’t want to bother
My bandages are lies
I see no sun at all
I see no sun at all
Nothing I am all
Nothing I am all
And I am but a failure
Cowering in the dark
I choke myself with my fingers
To feel stark
And I will whisper
All of my cries
And I will whisper
Until I die
Until I die
Until I die
Until I die
Until I die
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5. |
Stigmata of the Unholy
02:17
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I wanna die like a girl
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6. |
Inside Yr Skin
06:42
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I want to crawl inside you
And use you as a brand new skin
My body is piss colored flesh
Covered in cuts and blackened on the inside
I beg for a new existence
I beg for the peace of death
I beg for a beauty beyond nature
I beg for a pain that will awaken me
Inside your skin is where I’ll be safe
Inside your skin is where I’ll be safe
Inside your skin is where I’ll be safe
Inside your skin is where I’ll be safe
Inside your skin is where I’ll be safe
Inside your skin is where I’ll be safe
Inside your skin is where I’ll be safe
Inside your skin is where I’ll be safe
When will I be content?
When will I return to light?
When will the world take me in?
When will I be alive?
I yearn for a form
Worth being used like an item
I must steal your form
I’ll be beautiful in your form
Inside your skin is where I’ll be safe
Inside your skin is where I’ll be safe
Inside your skin is where I’ll be safe
Inside your skin is where I’ll be safe
Inside your skin is where I’ll be safe
Inside your skin is where I’ll be safe
Inside your skin is where I’ll be safe
Inside your skin is where I’ll be safe
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7. |
Lady Fifty
06:15
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I have done it again
I come back again
Flesh, bones, there is nothing there
Fuck God
Fuck his powers
Out of the ash
I will rise
And when I die again
I come back
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8. |
I Will Not Scream
17:47
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And in the morning
I will wake up
And in the night
I’ll try to sleep
Through the day
I sit with myself
And I must be
What I am
And my blood flows
So painfully
But I’m still cold
And barely breathing
And I will not scream
I will not scream
My pain is my own
And I must bare it
And we all bare it
And we all become nothing
In the hot light of God’s hate
So, I must not scream
For it is a waste
And hell has always been real
We were all meant to go there
And we are already there
So, we must not scream
For our cries are whispers in the wind
I have lived too long
I have cut my flesh for far too long
I have starved myself for far too long
I have seen the sun for far too long
Still, I must repeat the days
And we will try to survive
And I’ll keep begging God to give me a new body
An annihilation of all that lives
And when I scream inside my body, this is what it sounds like
And in the eyes of a rat, we are one
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