Why don’t you rip me apart? Why don’t you feast from my flesh? Why don’t you tear through the muscle? Why don’t you take me to hell? And drag me down to the pits And won’t you play with my bones? Cause I just know when I’m dead I’ll get just what I deserve But please just let me scream Or maybe just a whisper So I may empty my body Of all the force I have left So my soul isn’t wasted Like it was in my life Just make something of me Just make me something useful Cut through the meat Tear me apart on the street Why don’t you start from head to feet? You know I taste of defeat Take the worst parts of me Make them eat me alive Find the worst memories Internally bleeding Every time I cleanse myself I vomit up blood A waste of a human body A hatred of a human body Betrayer of the physical body Opposing of this fleshy body Enemy of my human form The prison of a human form And in the eyes of a rat, we are one And in the eyes of a rat, we are one

I am so ugly So, please fuck me Baby, stab me in the chest Let it bleed Oh, it stings Fuck me Love me

It’s coming right for us The karakakaraka The karakakaraka The karakakaraka The karakakaraka It’s coming right for us The karakakaraka The karakakaraka The karakakaraka The karakakaraka The karakakaraka The karakakaraka The karakakaraka The karakakaraka I wake to the rise of a terminal sun Dread washes over me like a tsunami I find my family cowering in fear from the sight of what is outside They hid together in one huddle under the table in the dining room The house began to rumble When I looked out my window, my eyes could not believe what they laid upon Some terrible thing has invaded the streets of the city Its many tentacles reach all around and grasp every human in sight Its disgusting eyes see everything Mouths all over its body Its shrieks and roars were heard all across the world Its body slowly grew and blocked out the sun as it consumed more and more The skin was blacker then darkness Within hours, the city was emptying gradually The house was ripped apart and my sister and mother died in the rubble I tried to save you, I did Father grabbed my hands and we ran to find safety farther away from the scene What did we do to deserve this awful fate? Did God give this thing to us to punish us? Could this thing be God itself? Was this thing a creation of our sins? It becomes all of us It is every single one of us We are inside of it and it is inside of all of us It’s coming right for us The karakakaraka The karakakaraka The karakakaraka The karakakaraka The karakakaraka The karakakaraka The karakakaraka The karakakaraka It’s coming right for us The karakakaraka The karakakaraka The karakakaraka The karakakaraka The karakakaraka The karakakaraka The karakakaraka The karakakaraka The karakakaraka The karakakaraka The karakakaraka The karakakaraka The karakakaraka The karakakaraka The karakakaraka The karakakaraka I is me and you is we And who are we? An army! I is me and you is we And who are we? An army! I is me and you is we And who are we? An army! I is me and you is we And who are we? An army! I is me and you is we And who are we? An army! I is me and you is we And who are we? An army! I is me and you is we And who are we? An army! I is me and you is we And who are we? An army! I is me and you is we And who are we? An army! I is me and you is we And who are we? An army! I is me and you is we And who are we? An army! I is me and you is we And who are we? An army! I is me and you is we And who are we? An army! I is me and you is we And who are we? An army! I is me and you is we And who are we? An army! I is me and you is we And who are we? An army! Fuck God I is me and you is we And who are we? An army I is me and you is we And who are we? An army I is me and you is we And who are we? An army I is me and you is we And who are we? An army I is me and you is we And who are we? An army I is me and who are we? And who are we? And who are we? And who are we? And who are we? And who are we? And who are we? And who are we? And who are we? And who

I hurt myself for a living I hurt myself for a living Cause I deserve no living Cause I deserve no living And I cannot recall The last time I felt peace And I cannot stop Cutting every part of me I will whisper All of my cries I don’t want to bother My bandages are lies I see no sun at all I see no sun at all Nothing I am all Nothing I am all And I am but a failure Cowering in the dark I choke myself with my fingers To feel stark And I will whisper All of my cries And I will whisper Until I die Until I die Until I die Until I die Until I die

I wanna die like a girl

I want to crawl inside you And use you as a brand new skin My body is piss colored flesh Covered in cuts and blackened on the inside I beg for a new existence I beg for the peace of death I beg for a beauty beyond nature I beg for a pain that will awaken me Inside your skin is where I’ll be safe Inside your skin is where I’ll be safe Inside your skin is where I’ll be safe Inside your skin is where I’ll be safe Inside your skin is where I’ll be safe Inside your skin is where I’ll be safe Inside your skin is where I’ll be safe Inside your skin is where I’ll be safe When will I be content? When will I return to light? When will the world take me in? When will I be alive? I yearn for a form Worth being used like an item I must steal your form I’ll be beautiful in your form Inside your skin is where I’ll be safe Inside your skin is where I’ll be safe Inside your skin is where I’ll be safe Inside your skin is where I’ll be safe Inside your skin is where I’ll be safe Inside your skin is where I’ll be safe Inside your skin is where I’ll be safe Inside your skin is where I’ll be safe

I have done it again I come back again Flesh, bones, there is nothing there Fuck God Fuck his powers Out of the ash I will rise And when I die again I come back

And in the morning I will wake up And in the night I’ll try to sleep Through the day I sit with myself And I must be What I am And my blood flows So painfully But I’m still cold And barely breathing And I will not scream I will not scream My pain is my own And I must bare it And we all bare it And we all become nothing In the hot light of God’s hate So, I must not scream For it is a waste And hell has always been real We were all meant to go there And we are already there So, we must not scream For our cries are whispers in the wind I have lived too long I have cut my flesh for far too long I have starved myself for far too long I have seen the sun for far too long Still, I must repeat the days And we will try to survive And I’ll keep begging God to give me a new body An annihilation of all that lives And when I scream inside my body, this is what it sounds like And in the eyes of a rat, we are one